Where this lead to?

Sorrow is so high, i dont know if i can handle it. I need to clear my mind, release it from burden of.... of blaming myself. J should look for possibilities not for fails. Victory is what i should focus at.

Sorrow, how to stop it without sleeping? Victory can do it. How win then? You need to fight and here is problem that grow up. As i fail i have less and less power to keep fighting. You dont fight so far.... bit i need power to start fighting.

What should I do... I feel so weak... I.. I... I need more...

POWER

I'm dying inside and outside because of my weakness.